Those of you who know me well probably already know what my status is about without me elaborating too much.

That’s a godsend to be honest because I really don’t have enough energy left in my bones to think about what’s happening.

All I know is that after two years, I’m losing someone incredibly important to me, and that I’m really struggling to deal with it in any logical way. In fact, I’m probably not dealing with it very well at all.

In fact I’m not.

I don’t know where I was going with this post but I think ill give up here.